No WoRds ....

i waS suPposE tO gO oN heRe 2 daYs aGo cuZ i haD a bLoG tO poSt aND oH siNce yesTeRdaY i haD aNoTHa oNe tOo ... sO i guesS i'lL geT baK oN laTeR ...

i haD tO coMe aNd dO tHis PosT ouT oF thEe bLuE cuZ i RealLy feLt liKE cRyiN riTe THeRe ....

sO i waS iN tHeE kiTcHeN maKiN mY lunCh fOr sKoOh nD mY moM waS taLkiN tO mY auNt fLorEnE aND coMe tO fiNd oUt sHe haS tO geT tHe suRgerY ... iN faCt sHe haS a fEw tO geT ... :-( i'M sO coNceRneD aBouT heR heaLtH ... aND waT realLy puT tHeE iCiNg oN THe caKe waS whN mY moM toLd heR THaT sHE haS tO keEP hoLdiNg oN aNd noT tO b sTResS cuZ iT wilL kilL heR aLoNg wiTh heR oTheR heaLtH pRobLeMs ... sHE aLsO saiD : " [You'Re ThE oNlY oNe i GOt] sO i neEd u tO taKe iT easY aND tRy tO taKe caRe oF uRseLf ... u'VE doNE THaT fOr oTheRs Now u neEd tO fOr uRseLf " ... i waNteD tO bReaK doWn ... cuZ ThaT's mY moMz tWiN aND i caNt iMaGiNE hoW sHE wouLD feEl oR b wiThoUt heR .... iTs oNE ThiNg tO haVe heR kiDz aND oF couRse hEr HuSbaNd ... buT hEr siSteR iS aNoTheR paRt oF heR THaT sHE loVEs deaRlY aND iS So cLOsE wiTh ...

oH goSh ... i'M tRyiN sO harD aS i wRiTE tO keEP fRoM cRyiNg aND tO nOt sHOw N e eMoTioN ...

welL i haVe sKoOh sO i sHouLD b putTiNg aN eNd tO tHis !!!!!

oKaY sO i waS iN taCo belL wiT tHEe moM aND siS aFteR sKoOh aND i haD a fRicKiN fLasH bacK oF tHeE nieCeS dReaM sHE haD a whiLe baK aND i toLD mY siS rigHt tHN aND sHE saId sHe waS jusT ThiNkiN aBouT tHaT dReaM noT tOo loNg aGo ... iT kiNda sCarED ThE sHyt ouT oF mE .... i hoPE eVeRyThiNg geTs betTer fOr auNt fLOreNe ... cUz ThiS iSnT loOkiNg THeE besT oNlY beCauSe wE kNOw ThaT ThiS aTtacK sHe haD woNt b heR laSt !!!!!!