sKoOH waS uMh ... waiT i foR -FricKiN-goT sChooL oNlY lasTeD fOr fRicKiN 45 miNs ... fRicKiN eLEcTriciTy ... ThaT daMn coNsTrucTioN siTe LoL ... iM sO gonNa b laTE toMorROw cuZ iM noT geTTiN dREsSed oNlY fOr THeM tO saY sHyt sTilL aiNt woRkiN ... PoOr NicoLe hoNEy diP sHe waS supPosE tO gRaDuaTe tOdaY sO nOw sHe haS tO waiT aNoTheR fRiCkiN daY oR sO ... iM gonNa misS heR hiLaRioUS seLf !!!
oN aNoTheR noTE ... tO u mR ... i toTalLy diSaGreE wiTh u rigHt nOw ... i kNOw uR saD cuZ uR aWaY fRoM uR moM buT iF THaT's wheRE u waNteD tO b ... tHn i feEl u sHouLd haVE weNt ... SaN fRaNCisCo iSnT faR ... iT maDe ME feEl betTeR kNOwiNg ThaT u liKE saC sO mucH u diDnt wanNa leaVE oNlY bcUZ ME beiN THE maiN reaSoN maKEs mE uNeaSy ... u sHouLdnT maKE deciSioNs baSeD oN soMeoNe eLSe ... i kNOw iTS waT u waNt buT i'M jusT a gurL ... sErioUSlY ... a fRieND .... wE caN aLwaYS K.I.T juST liKE whN i toLD u i waS leaViNg ... i saID ThaT wE wouLDnT loSE coNtacT ... i dNt waNna b ThE oNE tO keEp u aWaY fRoM uR moM ... i kNOw tHeRe's a feW oTheR ReasOns ... buT Me beiN THe MaiN iSNt gonNa cuT iT budDy ... i kNOw uR a goOd FrieNd .... i meaN coMe oN u waS a liL torN whN i toLd u a moNtH aGo oR sO wheRe mY fuTuRE hoMe waS anD aSkeD iF wE maDe iT ofFiciaL wouLD i sTay iN saC ... i saiD nO ... buT noT cuZ i diDnt caRe buT beCausE i waNteD tO dO sOmeThiNg fOR Me ... i kNOw THeRe aRe exCepTioNs whN u puT uR liFe oN hoLD fOr soMEoNE buT ... TheRe's noNe heRE aT THis moMeMt ... mY miNd iS pRetTy mucH seT oN moViNg ... awaY fRoM saC .... u oN THe oTheR haNd kNOw wE aRenT aNy moRe ThaN fRieNds aND cHosE tO sTaY heRe ... i feEl sO baD i dNt kNOw waT tO dO rigHt nOw ... i feEL aT tymeS ThaT u neEd mE moRe ThaN i neEd u ... No diSreSpecT aT alL ... i juSt soMeTiMes wanNa b aLoNe whN u oN The oTheR haND jusT waNt soMeoNe tO taLk tO ... nO pRoB iM heRe ... oNe ThiNg i kNOw wE dO haVE iN coMMoN IS ThaT wE teNd tO waNt tO deaL wiTh Our owN iSsueS bY ouRseLVeS ... sO iF u neEd tyME tO uRseLF i'M suRe tO giVe iT tO u ...
i kNW waT i'M aBouT tO saY iS difF fRoM ThiS siTuaTioN oF courSe buT i wanNa saY tHiS ...cuZ iT jusT crosSed mY miNd whN i meNtioNed beiNg oUt oF uR bubBle ...
i kNow oF soMeoNe ThaT neEded tyMe tO theMSeLf ... i waSnt sUrE oF iT beCauSe i waS sO aFraiD oF loSiNg ThaT peRsoN fOr a LoT oF difF reaSonS .... nD eiTheR rouTe i toOK ... i eNdeD uP loSinG tHat perSon aNywaY ... i kNeW i waS goiNg tO reGarDlesS aGaiN fOR ceRtaiN reaSonS ... sO i fouGht mY asS ofF cuZ i feLt THe moRe i LeFt iT aLoNe The MoRe ThaT perSoN dRiFteD aWaY ... iF THaT perSon acTualLy shOweD mE diFf i peRhaPs woUldnT haVE feLt ThaT waY ... iT'S oNe ThiNG tO saY iT buT iF u dNt sHoW iT ... iTs aNoTheR .... i kNow That peRsoN meaNt eVerYtHiNg saID ... i NEVa douBteD buT siTuaTioNs ThaT caME uP monThs aGo gaVE ME kNw cHoiCE buT tO neEd mORE THaN worDs...
i feLt aTtacKED iN mosT siTuaTioNs ... i goT juMpeD bY boTh oF THeM ... oF couRse iN a MeNtalLy/veRbalLy waY.... i'm sTilL sTaNdiNg ThO ... i juST hoPe deciSioN maDe waSnT a coNnvENient oNe ... ThosE aRE NEVER goOd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mY bFf oF loTs oF yeaRS iS nO mORE .... HoW dO i fEeL ??? nOt kiCK rOcKs oF couRse ... i liTeRallY sMiLe eVeRytiMe i ThiNk oF ThaT peRsoN y cuZ .... aLlLLll ThEe goOd baK ThN ouT weiGH TheE BaD NoW... i'M GraTefuL !!!!!! alL tHeE shyT i weNt tHrU .... i pretTy mucH ThRu iT iN THe sEa ... iT maY fiNd iTs waY tO sHoRe aGaiN ... buT i dNt neEd iT tO rEmiNd Me eSpeCialLy iF iTs baD.... i'lL pRoBaBly jusT ThrOw iT baK iN aNd hoPe theE waVeS taKe iT soMewheRe FaR ... FaR aWaY ...
oKaY i jusT THougHT aBouT soMeThiNg jusT nOW whN i waS gonNa cHaNge TheE suBjecT ...
iM toTalLy aWaRe ThaT whN soMeoNE iS besT fRieNdS .... TheY wilL b ... Thru ThicK && THiN ... wHN tHe THickesT iS THE ThicKesT aND The ThiNniesT iS tHe ThiNneSt .... iT wilL b s haRd , rouCH, TougH anD waTeVa eLse ... soMetiMEs oR waiT i [HAVE] woNdeReD .... TheE shYt i weNt Thru wiTh THeE besTeSt waS shYt oF courSe LoL buT diD wE gO Thru alL ThiS cuZ ThE besTie kNeW THaT i wilL aLwaYS b TheRE ... aND THaT i wouLD neVa gO N e wherE anD sO wouLdnT THE besTesT ??? iF sO ThaT iS TheE moSt siMpLesT THiNg ThaT couLd oF beEn saiD ... nD u kNow iT pRoBaBly waS saiD a FeW tyMeS buT TheE aCtioNs ThaT waS waNtiNg tO taKe PlacE bY thaT beiN saiD waS NoT oK ... RealLy ??? puTtiNg a FRieNdShiP oN hoLd sO ThEe siGniFiCaNt oTheR caN shUt TheE helL uP .... aNd lyIng tO TheE peRsoN aBoUt iT ... maDe Me quesTioN HoW iMporTaNt waS ThiS FrienDshiP tO THaT peRsoN ... beIn FrieNds aT ceRtaiN tiMes whN ThaT peRsoN waSnt aRouNd ???!!!!!!! ThaT bReaKs coDe # ... helL iF i kNow .... i caN c iF iT waS liKe leT mE woRk soMe ThiNgs out wiT sO N sO ...besT FrieNd i aiNt goiN nO wheRe nD meaNt iT ....buT iT waSnT ... it waS ThaT peRSoN caNt kNow wE koOh aNd haNg ouT ....whNeVa diD u caRe aBouT waT pPl ThaT jusT caMe iNtO yO liFe tHougHt aBouT ceRtaiN siTuaTioNs tHat diDnt peRtaiN tO tHm ??? ... waTeVa hapPeNeD tO BroS bEfoRe hOeS ???!!!!!!!! buT waTeVa iT iS waT iT iS !!!!!!!! liKe tUpaC saiD "i aiN't maD aT'cHa" !!!!!!!!
baK tO waT i waS saYiN eaRlieR ... iF u neEd yO sPacE tO tHiNk eVeN tHo i knOw u woNt aNd uR seT oN sTayiN iN saC ... eVen Tho u misSiN TheE moMZ ... waiT maYbe u shouLd aSK TheE bosS tO leT u ofF fOR a weEk aND seE hoW u liKe iT ouT tHeRe ... hMmmm noT a baD iDEa huH ????!!!!
welP i haVe soMewHeRe tO Be aT 11 30 iSh ... buT i tHInk TheE MDlScHl beStiE wilL uNdeRsTaNd THaT i'M jusT a biT tiReD aNd dNt feEl liKE getTiN uP ....eVeN Tho i waS tYcoOniN alL waY ... welL i dunNo wE'lL c ...
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