CuT ThM OfF ...

OhHhhkaaaYyyyy sO iT's oFficIaL ... wHn i saID i nEeDeD a NEw fLocK i kiNda meaNt iT ... buT The oNly ThiNg ThaT hapPeNd waS Me cUtTiNg ThM ofF nD nOt geTtiNg a NeW oNe ... TheRe iS oNlY 2 lefT .... oNe jusT goT adDed laSt weEkeND ..... sO iT reaLly waS 3 buT i dNt kNOw waT haPPeNd ... beFoRe ThIS laSt oNe goT adDed .... TheRe waS 2 lefT tO b coRrecT .... oNe waS taLkin oFf nD oN fOR a wHiLe nD The oTHa oNe ... ThaT u wouLD pRoBaBlY tHinK wouLdnT gO faR  .... wElLLlll .... He sTayeD aRouNd fOr a wHile ... nD i deF diD noThiNg wiTh hiM aT alL ... i ThiNk i waS worTh hiS tyMe .... nD hE waS worTh miNe i woNt liE ... LoL He waS juST helLa kOoh nD He kNew wHerE i sToOd nD i goT tHat oUt aT firSt haNd ..... My brO diDnt lIKe hiM ThO ... aLmosT fauGHt beFoRe.... iT waS alL baaaaDddd aS mY bRo woUldD saY LoL ... He weNt tO sKoOh wiT hiM buT 'oL bOy wHicH iS waT hiS naMe waS iN mY pHoNE .... waS iN a cLasS hiGheR deN hiM .... He[TheE bRo] eVeNtuaLLy leaRneD tO giVE iN a TeEnY biT cuZ Me nD ThE bRo IS suPeR cLoSe nD hE kNowS i dO waT i waNt ... The sUpEr fuNnYyy ThiNg aBouT iT aLL waS ThaT .... He waS a LiL hOOd aS MosT wouLd saY .... nD u wouLD ThiNk He waS uP tO No goOD  cUz He iS 21 ...liGHt-sKiNneD nD wEaR BraiDs oR a poNtyTaiL eVerY oNce iN a wHiLe && HaS a sICk riDe ... wHIcH He maY Be buT nOt TheE duDe ThaT caLleD mE whN hE haD a cHaNce oR texTeD mE fRoM eReyoNes pHoNe cUZ hiS pHoNE waS ofF cuZ hE haD bilLs tO paY .... YeS i waS a PriOriTy ... i kNew waT hE waS doiN eVeRydaY oR eVerY oTheR && THe wEEkeNd ... i kNew hIS daMn daiLy rOutiNe ... buT waiT i dIDnT saY waT eLSe .... i ReaLly sTarTed tO liKe hiM .... buT i haD mY reaSoN fOr nOt telLiN hiM ThaT .... nDddD iT deF. waSnT lOve .... i deF waSnT sCareD oF hiM huRtiNg Me .... iT waS iMpoSsiBle ... cuZ .. NaH NeRemiNd ... Nd i deF couLd love hiM .... i meaN iF iT goT ThaT faR .. maYbE buT nOt reaLly ... seE hE woulDnT haVe aLl oF Me ... nD ThaT's seLfiSh fOr a feW reaSoNs .. sO TheE lovE sHyt ThaT couLd oF beEn poSsiBlE iN The fuTuRe .... wELl i fOrgoT waT i waS fiNna saY ... i jusT kNOw iT wouLd b poSsiBle tO caTcH feEliNgs buT nOt ThaT deEp aTleaSt NoT aS deEp aS "How deEp iS uR LoVe" bY giNuwiNe LoL N e waYs i haVenT taLkeD tO hiM iN a moNTh oR sO .... i dNT waNNa saY y buT mY reaSon i tHNk iS beCaUse oF soMeThN He meNtioNed a wHiLE baK .... i'lL geT ofF oF ThiS Nd oN tO The NExT ....


NoW TheRe iS tWo.... nD oNe iS wElL stilL feEliN hiM ouT buT He's kOoh tO taLk tO nD seNt Me aN unexPecTeD texT whiLE i waS iN cLasS saYiNg MorNing  i hoPe u haVe a niCe daY Ma  oR soMeThiN lIKe That .. He kEEps hIS woRd nD dNt fOrgeT aBouT mE nD i saY thIs nOt cUZ i loOk fOR ppL tO fK uP oR dO wRonG oR n E THiNg cuZ i dNt [NoT aT alL] buT beCauSe i wouLd sO foRgeT aBouT hiM hiTtiN me uP whN blaH blaH oR aFteR blaH blah nD ouT oF nO wherE ... i geT a texT ... He's koOh ... wE r liKe oN THe saMe paGe cuZ wE jusT wanNa b fRieNds i guesS u caN saY nD hE doeNst waNt a guRl riIte Now nD i dNt waNt a bOy riIte nOw ... wE botH dNt wanNa b seLfisH ... nD weLl hiS ReaSon fOR noT waNtiNg oNe iS sO ThaT hE caN geT hiS sHyT toGeTheR nD hE couLdNT b TheRe fOR hiS gurL lIKe hE wouLD waNt tO  ... cuZ oF woRk .... He'S a goOd guY .... He saId iT ND i kNow iT .... LoL hE's The guY ThaT KeNdra saID i puLleD The FiNesT oR hoTtesT guY iN The RoOm LoL He's 24 ... SHe sOo maDe Me sHow a Few oF The gurLs aT sKoOh ... ViRi' liKe wHoa geT baK heRe wiT ThaT piX gurL .... kEep hiM LoL ViRi'siS hiLaRioUs ...


2nD guY ... wE beEn taLkiN oFf nD oN fOR a wHiLe .... dNt sEe eaCh oTher oFteN eiTHer buT hE fiNds hiMseLf doiNg ThiNgs ThaT hE wouLdnT wiTh aNy oTheR guRl .. aS faR aS a texT/teLliN Me ceRtaiN ThinGs .... He'S KoOh ..... He kNowS hoW tO pisS Me oFf nD haVeNt fOR a feW weEks nOw LMaO ... i jusT dNt leT shyT pHasE Me whN iT coMEs tO hiM ... i jusT maKe fuN oF iT oR bE mY saRcaStiC seLf ....  u kNow wHaT i ThiNk a LoT oF guYs dO .... nD TheY kNow iT .... welL TheY liKe tO tesT Me .... nD dePeNdinG oN TheE peRsoN i eiTheR 1. dNt leT pHasE mE oR 2 . Go TheE f*** ofF LMaO ... nOt goOd ... cUZ u eiTheR geT 1sT degrEe wHicH iSnT toO baD oR u geT 2nD  deGreE wHicH iSnt ThaT baD cuZ iTs nOt 3Rd .... nD u geT 3Rd .... nD oHHh bOy ... aS JazZe PHa wouLD saY LoL .... N e wHo He'S kOOh ... He'S 23 nd goT a goOd heaD oN hiS sHouLderS nD i PreTTy mucH LeaRneD a LoT aBouT hiM .... He'S stilL arouND .... seE u dNt haVE tO dO N e ThiNg wiTh aNyoNe tO keEp TheM aRouNd .... nOt ThaT i'M 'tRyiNg' tO keEp hiM aRouND .... i'M jusT saYiNg !!!! He maKes tiMe foR Me i guesS u caN saY ... We'Re coMfoRtaBlE wiTh eaCh oTheR kiNda... We'Re juSt fRieNds ... funNy ThiNg ThO .... oMgoSh .....


ThaT lasT weEkeND i weNt tO TheE cLuB wiTh kenDRa ... wE texTed a Lil whN i waS aT heR hoUSe nD aT The cLuB a biT ... tHn i meT ThaT oNe guY ThaT i jusT fiNisHeD taLkiN aBouT nD .... liKe aFta thaT weEkeNd welL nO maYbE oN suNdaY oR nO moNdaY i duNNo ... i feLt sOOoOOo baD ... Nd i haVe nO iDea y ... fiRst ofF mE nD ThaT guY dIDnT dO N e ThiNg wE jusT taLkeD wHile wE wEre boTh tiPsY aS heLlll nD The NExT tyMe i sPoKed tO hiM waS nOt uNtiL waT moNdaY oR tueSdaY i tHInk nD mE nD duDe iM taLkiN boUt iN PaRa beFoRe ThiS oNe aRenT eveN togeTheR .... i diDnT telL hiM y i feLt baD i jusT toLd hiM i misSEd hiM nD ThouGHt aBouT hiM alL daY ... buT yaH i guesS i becaMe soBer nD waS liKE waT TheE fk .... fOr nO reaSon ThO LoL


buT YaH ThaT's alL .... i jusT haVE [fRieNDs] i taLk tO nD deF. fiNe wiTh iT ... (2) aT ThaT !!!! i'M deF nOt a NeiGhBoRhOOd wHoRe[iNsiDer] LoL i dNt geT aRouNd ... nD i moS deF. dNt waNt a boYfrieNd .... i'M aT The poiNt iN mY liFe wheRe i'M beiNg seLfisH ... nOt liTeRalLy buT taKiN caRe oF mE ...


i tHiNk i'M oVa geTtiNg neW fLocKs .... waiT aM i ???!!!!!!!!